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Monthly Archives: November 2011

*I’m writing this blog to honor Bradley Cooper who just recently choose by People Magazine as The Sexiest Man Alive 2011. Therefore  I also listen to his interview in some France tv channel where he spoke French really good. Oh those blue eyes and wicked smile*

Anyway, we’re in the middle of November. My favorite month (beside ehm May because Candy-Candy’s born on that month), because I was born on this month. D’oh. Still my favorite month, even though this year, 11th ain’t that good to me. She is such pain-in-the-ass.

Why oh why? What happen now?

Well, first of all so many problems happen from the beginning of the month. Maybe because I was too excited, so it felt really like somebody punching my tummy when bundle of problems saying hello. But for real, I should’ve been tougher than right now since there’s no single day in my life that was free from problems.

I’m not gonna elaborate what my problems are. It just way too boring. Yawn.
I am adapting with my beloved problems (old or new), I know that for sure. I am trying to make everything going smooth but in the other hand, I must protect myself. Besides, no one can treat me like shit and be nice when they want it. Either way, I’m not asking anyone to defend me, I defend myself good. Geez, thank God I’m not following any of that cliche clique.

So therefore, I hereby myself to forget every annual and important dates in my life. No more birthdays for others, or anniversary. And just save yourself, will ya.

Yo November, you may be a pain in the ass,  but I’m tougher than you.


Saat post ini dibuat, saya sedang terjebak macet di Semanggi. Sudah hampir 1 jam hanya bergerak beberapa centi. Kasihan kaki saya menopang berat badan ini, sudah kapalan pula di telapaknya saking terlalu lama berdiri dengan hi-heels.

Ingin, ingin sekali ditolong. Dengan dijemput ke kantor setiap pulang kantor agar kaki ini bisa beristirahat barang dua jam di perjalanan. Tapi, tak ada juga yang mengiyakan.

Saya capai Tuhan. Otak, tenaga, dan perasaan sudah diperas habis. Sekarang kaki juga menerima akibatnya. Aku sayang kakiku dan aku iri para pengendara mobil egois yang memenuhi Jakarta ini. Seandainya aku bisa naik taksi setiap hari, melewati tol yang kosong melompong, tak usah berdiri menahan keseimbangan, mungkin hatiku akan terasa lebih baik. Tapi aku ingat, terlalu ingat bahkan, uangku tak cukup jika setiap hari harus membayar argo.

Maafkan aku kakiku..

Three more years to the big thirty, and if I’m lucky, I’ll be fertile enough.

In any days, u’ll find someone that makes u giggling for silly reason. Or bumping with stranger who smells like your boyfriend, and suddenly, u just miss him. But sometimes, you’re just plain unlucky and meet someone that bugging u.

The last perp could make our brick of happiness ruined in seconds. Unexpected, so u had no clue what’s wrong with their head and their heart. And without even realizing it, u feel fury and rage screaming in your blood and bone. U let the perp win by easily ruining your mood, your feeling, and your brain.

Yes, just because a perp ruining 15 minutes of 24 hours that we have, we easily forget how happy our day was. No, it’s not about how many kaching we have today, or how good our score card last month..

Happiness could be starting to put your money for good reasons, having lunch with your besties and talking about your super weird dream, or seeing best friends after office that could ease your mind, accidentally meeting your old buddy who speaks “perfect” Sundanese, smelling your boyfriend scent when riding motorcycle.

So let me count, there are five things that makes u happy. And yet, u let one thing ruin everything. Don’t u think it’s a bit dramatic? Why, I mean why, u surrender to an ugly evil who try to steal your shiny day. That’s weak. Put this in mind, don’t let the perp drag u to their wrecked life and let em win the battle. Those who hates you simply jealous of you.

U ought to be happy for every moment that makes u one. U have the right to put away troubled-people stay out of sight of your mind. U don’t have to make everyone to be happy. Moreover u don’t have to be nice to people who treated u harsh. Just be the casual hello-goodbye friend. No need to gushing here and there. Coz that’s useless.

Put yourself as first priority, professional on your job, and be nice to yourself by filling every cell of your body with happiness, because happiness is a state of mind. And no one can take that away unless u let them.

Happy November 2011

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